Sunday, May 30, 2010

Busy Day

It's late and I'm not far from bed. My friend Mari came into town this morning and we had a very full day.
We . . .
  • went to church.
  • ate lunch with my family.
  • went to the big flea market and Mari got a free garden angel.
  • went to Ikea. It was Mari's first time at Ikea.
  • went to one of my favorite restaurants - B.D. Mongolian.
  • went to Graeter's ice cream shop.
  • watched the movie Crazy Heart. It was pretty good.
Tomorrow we go to the Freedom Center: The Underground Railroad Museum. We also plan to go to Jungle Jim's and possibly take in a movie.
I'm grateful for the time Mari and I have this weekend.
I hope you are having a good weekend. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Utopia, ghosts and time travel...oh my!




Did you watch the "Lost" finale? What did you think?

I came into "Lost" a season or two late and was immediately captivated by it like I've never been by a show before. It had my perfect elements. One of the most intriguing ideas to me is that of creating a utopian society. "Animal Farm" is in my top three books of all time. I love the movie "The Beach" (even thought nobody else did) and have watched it a zillion times. Love "Lord of the Flies". I am fascinated by the idea of a group of people trying to create a place in which to live in perfect harmony, without leaders, (hippies, too) and how it's destined to divide, fall apart. Absolutely intrigued. Perhaps because there is a part of me that wants it and desperately wants to believe it could work.

I remember reading this in a book in elementary, "Believe in everything until it's proven to be untrue". I was a little girl with a giant imagination and wholeheartedly believed the impossible. For a long time. As I've grown up and began to realize I'm of a much more post modern mind (which saddens me), I still love to feel inspired by a true believer that something magic can happen.

Enter John Locke.

Couldn't walk until he landed on The Island? Knew it was his calling to be there? To lead (out the window goes utopia)? Oh. Oh my.

I had my favorite character, the one I wished I was. I spent a childhood waiting for something like that to happen to me. Wasn't I destined to be whisked away to rule a magical land? Here we have a grown man who waited his whole life for it to happen. And it did.

This is what made "Lost" so great for me.

Then came end of the season where we learn we've been seeing flash forwards. They've left the island. The scene where Jack & Kate meet and he's a mess and tells her he's spending his time flying over the ocean, hoping to crash to get back on the island, how they were never supposed to leave? One of the best moments I've ever seen on tv. Again...the hope of a magical place that does exist, where you're meant to be.

After that it got messy to me. Time Travel. Aside from "Donnie Darko", I have a hard time with time travel. It's frustrating and confusing. Here I desperately want to believe in the impossible, but time travel is truly scientific, mathematical, and I need concrete proof. Explanation.

Locke wasn't Locke anymore. I felt like he'd died in vain. It began to get into a story about good vs. evil. Jacob vs. the man in black (and wait a minute...didn't we already have Locke vs Ben?). It got a bit too mystical for me. Left too much unanswered. It became a story about too many things, characters, elements, etc. There was no way for it all to tie together or wrap up. But I never gave up on it. I was nervous for the finale, I thought it might end up being a show about, well, nothing.

What was this? What was this about? Would I ever know?

The end came. I watched all four and half hours. The true finale was the last two and a half hours and when it began I realized how much I wasn't ready to say goodbye. I don't even know how to put into words how I felt while I watched it. I have never ever been like this (felt like that) about a tv show. Actually, I've only felt like that one other time in my life, after reading "Life of Pi". I was so impacted by that when I read it over a year ago, I still think about it daily. I still discuss it with my sweetheart.

I think I cried through the whole thing. I felt like as messy as it had gotten, it ended with perfection. The characters coming together again, to be together in another place, the meant to be.

And then they were dead. Dead!

Here's where I need to tell you how much I love that element. "Sixth Sense", yes. "The Others", even better. And "Lost"? Wow. I never see it coming and it gets me every time! Why is it so...well...sad? We know learn that the sideways flashes were a kind of purgatory. A possibility that was suspected all along, turns out it was true, yet was a total surprise.

Now we have new realms opened up. Religion, yes. But even better, reincarnation. Could the purgatory/sideways flashes have, in fact been another life where they corrected their wrongs?

I won't be good at wrapping this up...I just needed to write my thoughts. I needed to tell the world how profound it was to me and how rare. I know why, a little bit. But I also don't know why. I don't know why I'm getting teary even writing this. I don't know why it bled over to the next day and physically affected me. I had a "Lost" hangover and red, swollen eyes.

I guess it's because I was a child who desperately wanted to believe in it all. Who knew better than to ever 'grow up' and lose that childhood magic. The belief that all things are possible. It begins to go in spite of our decision not to let it. It's inevitable. And "Lost" was so lovely it let me truly escape back to remembering what it was to innocently and simply believe in magic again...the meant to be.

I don't think there will ever be another show like that in my lifetime...

fossil of the weekend! #71

as part of peter's new promotion of both the dinosaur winter games, and us dinosaurs in it, he took us across george's straight to victoria for a special appearance at the royal british columbia museum. the post on this, dare i say, misadventure is coming up soon, but thought i could start previewing the museum through its fossils here on the weekends...


you're first sneak peek of the RBCM is this rather lovely belemnite. belemnites were very similar to squid (which they were closely related too) but had much harder "guards", aka inner shells, which is what you see here. due to these harder shells belemnites fossilize quite easily (at least this particular part of them).

the belemnites evolved during the devonian period, and finally went extinct in the cretaceous. they reached the height of their success in the jurassic and cretaceous.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

As the Deer

As a deer longs for flowing streams, so my soul longs for you, O God.
- Psalm 42:1, NRSV

Yesterday morning I did not want to get out of bed and go for my walk. I woke up early and just lay there for a while. I am not sure why. While I usually enjoy my walks, I often find it hard to pry myself out of bed and get on my way. Yesterday morning was not exception.
I did make it out for my walk and I am glad I did. I walk by an open field on my walking route. When I walked by that field yesterday morning I saw a deer grazing on the fresh green grass. She saw me and then trotted off into the tree line on the other side of the road. However, for just a brief moment, I was blessed to see the wonderful creation of God. It was a truly a holy moment and I would have missed it had I not crawled out of bed.
Seeing this deer, made me wonder how many wonderful signs of God's love I miss because I am either distracted or just too lazy to notice. All around me, God has filled this world with signs of love, hope, and grace. God continues to call my name and show me the path that leads to life. My hope and prayer is that my soul will continue to long for and seek God's presence in my life.
I hope you are having a great weekend. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Friday, May 28, 2010

TGIF

Thank goodness the weekend is here! I am taking Tuesday off and so this is actually a four-day weekend for me. My parents arrived in town yesterday and I got to have dinner with them at my sister Stacey's home last night. Tomorrow I've got cleaning to do and errands to run. My friend Mari is coming on Sunday to visit. I think Ikea and the flea market are on the agenda. I'm not sure what else. I'm hoping we can squeeze in a movie.
I hope you have a great holiday weekend. In the midst of the cookouts other activities, I hope we as a nation will pause to thank God for those who have been willing to lay their lives down for our nation. We owe them a debt that we can never fully repay.
Thanks for being a part of my journey!

backyard dinosaur #2 (delayed)

okay, enough is enough traumador! this is the second time this year i've let my weekly dose of birds fall behind. the OH-lympics have been tying me up a lot more than i thought they would!

so again on with my revamped bird segment. all focusing on scott sampson's concept of "backyard dinosaurs".

this time around i spotted this rather pretty great blue heron (Ardea herodias) while wandering around vancouver harbour.

today's backyard dinosaur challenge is try to spot a bird everywhere you go... i think you'll be pleasantly surprised to find our avian friends are ever present (unless your a deep sea driver or an astronaut :P)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

I'm a Bobblehead

Well, yesterday I received a prize for winning the office pool for college basketball. Remember, I know nothing about sports. My co-workers encouraged me to submit a bracket which was quickly mocked because they thought my teams had no chance of winning. However, in the end, I was the only one to have chosen Duke. So, yesterday during our staff meeting I was presented with a kind of trophy as my prize. It's a custom designed Bobblehead doll decked out in a Duke basketball uniform. The head looks amazingly like me. In fact, it was modeled after a photo of me that one of my co-workers took and sent off to the company that makes these things. Who knew they did such things? The likeness is a bit scary (and even a little creepy). It really does look like me - glasses, double chin, chubby cheeks, and all. I've included a photo for your enjoyment. It is even labeled with my new title "Lord Kevin, Sportsmaster". It certainly is the closest I will ever get to wearing a basketball uniform.
I plan to keep it on my desk to watch over my work at Habitat. My co-workers also took the time to say some very nice things about me. It was a humbling experience.
I am grateful to work with such a wonderful team of people. They are very gifted and I am honored to be serving alongside them. We work hard but we also are able to laugh and have a good time. I know God has wonderful things in store for our team as we seek to eliminate poverty housing from the TriState region.
I hope you are having a wonderful week. I'm glad tomorrow is Friday. I am really looking forward to the weekend. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Dinner

I was in Oxford, Ohio this evening for an event at a local church there. The event was a free dinner for people in the Oxford community. Each week the dinner is held at a different church in Oxford. Most of the folks who attend are low income families. Each family also has a chance to pick items from a free "dry pantry" which contains things like personal hygiene items and cleaning supplies. People cannot buy these things with their food stamps cards and so each church has a pantry to give these things away each week.
I was invited to the dinner to talk with people about Habitat for Humanity's home ownership program. One of our volunteers suggested that this would be a great way for us to reach families who might qualify as homeowners.
I really enjoyed my time at the dinner. I was impressed by this very simple ministry. The churches simply open their doors to the poor and provide families a time to eat and have fellowship. There is no program. They just told people that I was there to talk to individuals if they were interested in learning more about Habitat for Humanity. Instead, the "program" is the fellowship. The goal is to offer a nutritious meal and some simple household items. The church members scattered themselves throughout the room at each table and chatted with their guests.
I think this is the simple yet powerful ministry that Jesus was often about. Yes, Jesus performed miracles and was the greatest teacher, but some of his most powerful acts took place around the dinner table. He invited himself to Zacheas' home for dinner. He ate with sinners and tax collectors. He gathered his best friends together for one last meal before he was arrested so that they would remember him. Jesus used meal time to teach and simply to be with people.
I am grateful for the chance I had to have dinner tonight with the least of these in Oxford. I could see Jesus working and moving around those tables as stomachs were fed and relationships were renewed. It was a great evening for me to be able to connect with some potential applicants for Habitat for Humanity. However, it was just good to be in fellowship with people of different backgrounds and life experiences. It was good to have dinner together.
I hope you are having a great week. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

My Final Verdict on the Insanity Workout Challenge

So, I have taken the Insanity challenge and made it through in one piece! I made it to day 63 on 21 May, 2010 and I truly feel that Insanity has changed my life forever. I have come a long way from day 1 until now and I’m astonished on what I have accomplished. Over the past 2 months I have quit smoking and traded one addiction for another. I am now addicted to working out and bettering myself physically and mentally. I feel that I have the physical thing down; but the mental thing may take some time, which is for me to talk about in a different blog… LOL! I have also loss 23 lbs and 7 inches off my waist! I have changed the way I eat, the way I look, the way I think, the way I live; I have changed my life! This is all because I took a chance on an infomercial workout DVD.

Here are my final results:

Weight:

Day 1: 198 lbs/ Day 63: 175 lbs

Waist:

Day 1: 38 inches/ Day 63: 31 inches

Every two weeks or so, during Insanity, you have to take this brutal fit test. You take the test at the beginning of the program and it’s basically a baseline to track your progress. I chose to only take this test twice; once at the beginning and once at the end. People who know me know that I’m an “all or nothing” kind of guy. That being said, I looked at the fit test as something that I was training for and it would be sink or swim time at the end. I felt that doing the fit test throughout the program would make it seem inconsequential in many ways for me. I didn’t want to “dumb down” the importance of that last test. The last test would end up being my Super Bowl and if I didn’t make extreme improvements at the end; then I would have to take the “L” and come back harder. But, I was happy with my results and it worked out great for me! I did see areas during the test I could improve on during my next rounds; but overall I was proud of my performance. The fit tests consist of:

  • Switch Kicks – Standing up straight and alternately kicking each leg out in front as high as you can. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Squat Jacks – Jumping jacks, only in Squat Jacks you go down into a full squat at the end of every repetition. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Power Knees – Standing up straight with your hands interlaced overhead, and then bringing 1 knee up at an angle across your body as many times as you can. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Power Jumps – Down into a full squat and then leaping up into the air as far as you can. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Globe Jumps (I hate these!) – One hop back, one hop to the right, one hop forward, and one hop to the left equals 1 repetition. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Suicide Jumps – From a standing position down into a plank position, then back to standing and then leap straight into the air. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Push Up Jacks – Regular pushups, only you spread your feet wide apart and then bring them back together on every single repetition. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.
  • Low Plank Obliques – From a plank position, keep your upper body totally still while alternatively bringing each knee up as close to your shoulders as possible. As many as you can do in 60 seconds.

Here are my results:

Fit Test:
Day 1: S.K. = 55/ Day 63: S.K. = 150
Day 1: P.J. = 27/ Day 63: P.J. = 61
Day 1: P.K. = 59/ Day 63: P.K. = 103
Day 1: P.JP. = 20/ Day 63: P.JP. = 61
Day 1: G.J. = 7/ Day 63: G.J. = 11
Day 1: S.J. = 12/ Day 63: S.J. = 18
Day 1: P.U.J. = 20/ Day 63: P.U.J. = 41
Day 1: L.P.O. = 43/ Day 63: L.P.O. = 63

Insanity claims to be the hardest workout put on DVD. They also claim that they can get you where you want to be physically in only 60 days. That is 30 days shorter then P90X! When you hear these claims, you think that there is no way that it is that hard and there is no way it is going to get me in shape in 60 days. Only the latter of these statements could be true for some people. This program is really built for people that are already in some kind of shape. It is also made for those who have the discipline to stay committed to a physical regiment of this magnitude. Now, not everybody will see the same results that I have; but I am convinced that if you stay committed to the program, you will see results.

The most important part of this plan would have to be the diet. I’m no nutritionist, but I realized the importance of eating right from day 1. Did I follow the diet plan to the letter? Hell no! LOL… But honestly, for the first two weeks I counted my calories and followed the diet plan. See, I had already done P90X and basically knew how to eat. The thing I noticed about the Insanity diet plan verses the P90X plan was the carbohydrates. You can eat way more carbs on the Insanity plan, which is a good thing because you use every single carb during the workouts. After a few weeks, I slowly started to stray from the plan and incorporated my own eating habits. I looked at this as a lifestyle change and I wasn’t going to just eat from this book for the rest of my life… Now, that would be insane… LOL! So, I used the Insanity meal plan and the P90X meal plan as the framework for what I wanted to eat. I Google'd and researched a lot of different things on eating right and just started eating healthy stuff I wanted to eat. Furthermore, after counting calories for awhile, you can really gauge your intake in a day without literally counting. Using the formula in the Insanity plan, I was supposed to intake like 2000 calories a day to get to my goal of 165 lbs. That rarely happened… LOL… Do you know how hard it is to eat that much healthy shit in one day? Without coming off the diet to just get calories; getting to 2000 calories a day was a very difficult thing for me. Thus, I tweaked my diet a lot during Insanity. I noticed that I would stop losing weight… Tweak the diet… I would feel fatigued during the workouts… Tweak the diet… I would feel sore and wouldn’t recover fast enough… Tweak the diet… I would feel or look bloated… Tweak the diet… I wasn’t sleeping well… Tweak the diet… Diet, diet, diet!!!! I can’t stress the importance of a healthy diet while doing Insanity or any other workout plan. It is the key to your results and success! I plan on experimenting with the Zig-Zag calorie intake method next; to help me lose another 10 lbs. I will talk about that in another post.

During Insanity I experimented with a lot of supplements. I can't stress the importance of good supplements and vitamins while doing Insanity. I used GNC AMP Muscle Igniter 4X at the beginning and didn’t like the way it made me feel. First off, it gave me the “bubble guts” if I took it on a empty stomach and the second problem was the ignite heat shock proteins (HSPs). This HSP Activator is involved in releasing heat shock proteins during exercise. HSPs are proteins included by heat or other stresses that play a role in muscle physiology and are multi-functional. Well, that HSP stuff just made me extremely hot and sweaty all day. Even hours after my workout, I was still sweating profusely. It really sucked! Then I used USP Labs Jack3D once and almost died. That shit made me feel like my heart was going to explode and dribble down my leg, half way through the Plyometric Cardio Circuit workout. Not good! Finally, I just started using Hydroxycut Hardcore for the majority of the final month. Hydroxycut really isn’t a workout supplement and did nothing but give me a really nice caffeine rush during my workouts. It gave me energy without killing my heart-rate or giving me a stomach ache. I only lost 5 lbs during the month I was using it, so I really didn’t see the massive weight loss effects that they claim it has. Finally, I have recently started using MRI Black Powder and I love it so far. Black Powder is a NOS up-regulated pre-training formula with instant release formula spiked with ACTINOS2 IR (MRI's new technology). It's loaded with B vitamins and raw muscle fuel like MCTs and malic acid so your energy metabolism remains efficient and steady throughout even the toughest parts of a workout. Supposedly, the ACTINOS2 IR creates an "instant blast" of nitric oxide, creating levels 950% greater than previously possible. It’s also a blood doper that causes blood channels to "hyper-dilate" - driving Black Powder's nutrient matrix to muscle. At the same time, the spike of 950% more nitric oxide amplifies the "cell-signaling" and magnifies the signals that control both muscle performance and muscle size. Now, is all that just bull-shit? Maybe, but it is the best supplementation I have used so far and it makes me feel like a beast with no side-effects... So, I likes it! As far as vitamins go, I just used Mega Man Sport, which seemed like a good multi-vitamin that turned my piss florescent yellow. So, it must be good, aye? Lastly, you have to have an awesome recovery drink. This is a must for Insanity and I used Vanilla or Dutch Chocolate Zero Carb Isopure, GNC Pure Glutamine Powder, and Chocolate Soy Milk. I swear by chocolate milk as a recovery drink! There are so many studies that have shown that it is the best thing out there and it taste like awesomeness! I use soy because I’m lactose, but I’m sure 2% low fat would work just fine. Couple it with the Isopure protein and the Glutamine for joint recovery; you can’t go wrong with it. Not only is this drink an awesome recovery; it can also be a meal replacement if you want. You can add Banana, peanut butter, berries, oats, and all kinds of stuff to it. It is great!

Finally, you have to have a good pair of shoes. I used a pair of Nike basketball shoes at first and they worked out pretty good. Because of all the jumping involved in these workouts, basketball shoes or cross-trainers work pretty well. DO NOT USE RUNNING SHOES! Well, you can if you want, I just didn’t like them. I experimented with a pair of straight running shoes and almost rolled my ankle a few times. Afterwards, my feet went into cardiac arrest and cramped up like never before. I never wore them again while working out (wasted $90). Then I went back to the basketball shoes, but I was still having a lot of pain in my legs during and after the workouts. So, I dropped $100 on a pair of Reebok Zig-Zags. Awesomeness! Very, very, very, good shoe! I love them! Their design took away almost all the pain in my legs. They are so light; it is like working out on airbags. Reebok’s Zig Tech footwear is designed to conserve and return energy to the athlete for a soft and springy ride. The one-of-a-kind Zig Tech bottom unit features innovative, lightweight foam that is engineered into a dramatic, geometric, zig-zag shape. This unique zig-shaped sole absorbs the impact of heel strike and sends a wave of energy along the length of the shoe to help propel the athlete forward with each step. That is exactly what it feels like when you jump or run in these shoes… You just want to jump out the room! Now, these are running shoe, but they kind of aren’t because of the way the absorb shock. Another shoe that I hear works nicely are the Nike Shox. But the Reebok Zags are just what they claim to be… They are an “energy drink for your feet!”

My final verdict on Insanity is that it is an awesome program for those who are committed to it. In order to get the full worth of a workout program like this you have to look at it as more than just a 60, 90, or 120 day thing. It has to be a lifestyle change in order to see results. You will only get out, what you put in and Insanity demands a lot. But, all the hard work will pay off if you stick with it and buy into its philosophy. If you are extremely out of shape and overweight… Insanity is not for you! If you are unwilling to work harder than you have ever worked in your life and then dig deeper and work harder than that… Insanity is not for you! If you are not willing to change your mind, attitude, and life… Insanity is not for you! But, if you are one of the many of us, like me, who are willing to work harder than you ever have to obtain your fitness goals… Then Insanity might be that perfect stepping-stone for you. Next up for me is recovery for a few weeks. My recovery will consist of working out 5 days a week instead of 6 days, doing some of the lighter Insanity recovery workouts, P90X’s YogaX and StretchX, jogging, bike riding, and just staying active. I will also be experimenting with the Zig-Zag diet and dropping my carbohydrate intake. Then when my body feels like it is ready, I will be starting a P90X-Insanity hybrid program… My journey continues! Stay tuned!

Good luck and keep digging deep my fellow Insaniacs!

S

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Michael Is the Biggest Loser!

I can't believe it. Michael won! He is the Biggest Loser for this season. He lost over 250 pounds. This is amazing since he started out as the heaviest contestant in Biggest Loser history at over 500 pounds. I was glad that Daris was voted into the top three and was hoping he would win but when I saw Michael walk out on the stage, I knew he had lost a lot of weight and would certainly be a serious contender. I was also surprised by Ashley. She looks wonderful. All the contestants look great. I am also glad that Koli won the at home prize. He looks amazing.
Looking at these contestants and seeing the amazing transformation they have experienced is truly inspiring to me. I have been stress eating again this week and it's not been good. I can tell that my clothes are fitting more snugly and I need to do something about that. Tomorrow, I'm planning to walk again. I want to push myself a little harder in the morning and I feel like the Biggest Loser contestants have helped inspire me to do just that. I am so glad I was able to take this journey with them. They are all winners in my eyes.
I hope you are having a great week. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

3 Apples Book Award Winners

The winners of the 2010 3 Apples Book Award have been announced. The kids in New York have chosen as their favorite books:

The winner of the Young Reader's Award:
The winner of the Children's Award:The winner of the Teen Award:
Nominations for next's years award will be held in September. So, start reading so you'll be ready to nominate your favorite book!

It's Almost Time!

Watch this spot for details coming June1st!

Make a Splash - READ!

Bock-bock! Free Lunch from Chick-fil-A?

 Bock-bock! Free Lunch from Chick-fil-A?

Chick-fil-A, the Southern fried chicken fast-food restaurant chain, is offering a free spicy chicken sandwich  (based on online reservations from May 31st to June 5th) to everyone who registers online.

The online sign-up form (which produces the free Chick-fil-A spicy chicken sandwich coupons) automatically locates nearby Chick-fil-A restaurants for

Monday, May 24, 2010

Why Did the Cattle Cross the Road?

Sometimes life is so interesting it's hard to believe it's real. One of the more interesting things that happened on my quick trip to Tennessee over the weekend happened on our return trip back to Cincy. We were driving along Interstate 75 in Kentucky and saw ahead a police car pulled over on the shoulder along the highway median. There was also another truck stopped behind the police cruiser. I assumed that someone had a flat tire or someone was receiving a speeding ticket. As we got closer to the spot in the road where the two cars were pulled over, we saw something really strange. There were two black bulls grazing on the fresh cut grass of the highway median. When we saw this, both Stacey and I could not believe our eyes. There were these two large bulls calmly grazing as cars sped by them on the Interstate.
I started making all kinds of comments to Stacey about this very strange sight. I wondered if this was Kentucky's way of cutting the grass along the interstate. In the midst of the recession, they had hired the owner of these two bulls to graze and keep the lawn mowed.
I also wondered how in the world these bulls got across two lanes of the Interstate traffic in order to graze. Did they happen to wander across the highway when there was no traffic coming or did they trot across in search of greener pastures? If there were cars coming as they crossed, I wondered what the drivers thought. Can you imagine driving down the road and seeing cattle making their way on the road in front of you? Hitting a deer is bad enough. Hitting a bull would not be pretty.
I also wondered exactly how the animal control staff person and the police officer were going to get these cattle off the highway median and back to their pasture. I'm guessing they would need a trailer and a lasso. I have no idea how this would be done. I'm guess it would have to be done very carefully. I don't imagine that they just shooed them back onto their farm.
I am certainly glad the cattle didn't poop as they crossed the road. That could have been a pretty bad "pile-up" on the Interstate. :) Sorry, I just couldn't resist a little bodily function humor.
I hope you've had a great start to your week. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

down under the mail delievery

well the dinosaur winter OH-lympics had started with something of a bang! literally.

our first event, the ski jump, had ended rather dramatically. with the gondwannan athlete, sansom the spinosaur, crashing into the crowd rather than land his jump properly. in good news no one was seriously hurt. in bad news a few people were somewhat hurt.

i was letting my special talent agent peter bond deal with all the consequences of this, but a few people were already starting to complain about the possible dangers of our other upcoming sporting events.

it was all starting to give me a headache. especially since my future was so tied into these OH-lympics (in the form of ALL my money!!!).

i needed to get away from it all for a bit and get some fresh air. i decided to mail some stuff back to my people in new zealand (at least those that weren't here at the OH-lympics already!).

as i made my way to the post office though, i ran into some old acquaintances. the australian leaellynasauras boom and rang. knowing the two of them, their team had sent them out to get fresh air, unlike my choosing to go! not that i minded run into them. it was nice to see a familiar face. especially ones who didn't dislike me or one another!

"g'day traumador," boom enthusiastically greeted me.

"hello traumador!" rang followed up with.

"hi guys," i greeted back, but didn't stop walking. i really wanted to get my stuff in the mail.

"mind if we join you?" rang asked. "yeah we're pretty bored," boom explained.

"sure," i said. the company would be nice. as we walked i realized i needed to be polite. "congratulations on your win at ski jumping rang."

"oh it was nothing at all really," he pretended to be modest. i recall these two little hypsilophodonts weren't all that self contained. answering my suspicion boom added. "apart from being better than all the other dinosaurs of the world!"

it was true. the tiny leaellynasaura had trounced every other saurian ski jumper (apart from america's bronko the stygimoloch), even the girl of my dreams lillian the albertosaur. yet this wasn't in the "spirit" of the games that peter had told us about (not that i get what a ghost had to do with winter, sports, or when you combine the two together!?!). peter told us the games were about friendly competition.

telling boom and rang this, they both chuckled. "man you really will believe anything people tell you," rang told me. "though not to worry, mate. it's one of the reasons we like you!"

they thought the point of the games was to beat everyone else, period! which i didn't think was all that nice. i tried to rain on their parade a bit. "well you know that canada is the favourite at these games right?"

"oh," boom started, finished by rang. "yeah?"

"that's what my coach peter said!" i stated proudly.

both looked at me a moment expecting me to crack a punchline or something. when i didn't both started to laugh, again! "traumador," rang laughed. "traumador," boom said, finishing the classic line of "traumador, traumador" i was used to getting when wrong. "that coach of yours needs to do a bit of reading, mate," rang stated.

"why?" i asked cautiously, suspecting i was about to walk into some sort of mental trap.

boom answered. "cause he's thinking about the human winter games." rang jumped in to finish the thought. "if he'd looked up where australia was back in the cretaceous compared to canada, he'd know aussie would be the fav." boom looking at me challenged. "but i reckon you already know what we mean."

"oh man," i thought out loud realizing what they meant. peter had been so busy planning the games, he had just grabbed what he knew about the human winter games and applied them to our dinosaur competition.

the leaellynasauras were right. back in their native time period of the cretaceous 106 million years ago their homeland of australia was one step short of the antarctic circle. meaning they were among the closest to winter dinosaurs we know of. canada during my time 65 million years while about as north as it is now (though a bit further west globally speaking), i wasn't from the north end of it. meaning i was not from as cold a place, and that these two would far better adapted to these winter conditions.

that was going to make the games a bit more interesting. peter was acting like team canada was a shoe in to win. now we had at least one major competitor. which was fine by me, except i got the feeling that canada needed to win a bit for me to get all my money back from these OH-lympics!

not that my money would be the issue today.

no, today's problem was a lot bigger, at least in person...

it seems like everything is bigger at the OH-lympics, and the post office didn't want to get left out of that. their new OH-lypmic edition mail box was huge!

which was cool to look at. however it was impossible for me to put my mail into!

boom and rang taking at look at it were very excited. "crikey!" rang said. boom finished. "that's what i call a post box!"

"a 'post box'?" i exclaimed. "its more like a giant uh,... box... box. how do i get my mail in there?"

"it is simple," boom boasted. i looked at the two of them like they were nuts. "watch and learn my theropod friend," rang informed me. "this is how you drop off the mail."

grabbing my letters from me, the two tiny ornithopods suddenly starting bouncing up the mail box. before i knew it my letters were up at the top and in the box. boom and rang made it look easy... if you were a tiny reptilian ninja gymnasts!
returning to the ground rang complained. "you don't have anymore mail for us?" boom added. "yeah that was fun!"

this was the last time i was listening to peter. team canada was in SO much trouble! team australia's dynamic duo alone just conquered a mail box none of the rest of us could have touched (well the top of of... except maybe the spinosaur, but he'd have had to be on tip toes).
despite all that, it was fun hanging out with boom and rang. i just wasn't looking forward to competing against them. which was coming up soon!
to be continued...

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Be Still and Know

My sister Stacey and I made it back from Tennessee this afternoon. I'm grateful for a safe trip.
This weekend and especially today, I have been praying the above verse over and over again. I've felt the need to pray to God to calm my spirit. I've been trying to listen to that still small voice. I really needed to be reminded again that there is Someone Who loves me unconditionally and Who will never let me down or let me go. I felt the need for God's touch in the midst of a roller coaster of emotions that have troubled my soul and caused great anxiety within me.
In times like these, I simply don't know what to pray. So, I turn to Scripture. Through Scripture God speaks and God gives voice to my fears and anxieties. God fills me up and brings healing. God reminds me again that God is God and I am not.
This evening I prayed:

"Be still and know that I am God."
"Be still and know that I am God."
"Be still and know that I am God."
"Be still and know that I am God. . . ."

Then, my phone rang. The caller ID said it was my sister Stacey. I answered the phone and instead of Stacey, it was my nephew Cameron. He said, "Uncle Kevin, I watched Gibby with no shirt on." I started to laugh. Cameron was referring to a character on the television show iCarly of which Cameron and I have watched many episodes. He told me about his trip to the bookstore to use the gift certificate I gave him for his birthday and about the book that he bought. He laughed and made me laugh.
When I hung up the phone, I felt a peace had come over me. Then I realized, God had answered my prayer in such a wonderful way. I got to hear the voice of my precious nephew who reminded me of so much that is good and wonderful in my life. I was reminded again that God can speak through the mouth of a seven-year-old boy as well as Scripture. I was reminded that God is ever present and listening when I call out.
It's been a long weekend and I'm not far from bed. Tonight I will rest knowing that God is God and I am not. In in the stillness of the night I will fall asleep in the loving arms of my Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer.
I hope you have had a great weekend. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Hammer Clipart

It can be hard to find clipart images for various handy tools, but these hammer clipart images could be helpful. Hammers are tools that are uses to hit nails and push them inside a surface, usually to hold an object in place against another. Hammers are one of the most common tools and construction utensils in the world. Without hammers much of our modern architecture and building would be very difficult to carry out. Maybe in prehistoric times primitive men used simple stones or other hard objects as tools instead of hammers, but obviously the precise shape and weight of modern hammers makes our work much more efficient

Below are some hammer clipart images.

Hammer clipart
clipart hammer picture
image of hammer clipart
clip art hammer picture

The above clipart are declared public domain clipart, posted courtesy of http://www.clker.com/. Visit them for more great public domain clipart.

A Praiseworthy Pentecost

A Praiseworthy Pentecost

Today is Pentecost Sunday, one of the highest holy days in the Christian calendar.

Pentecost Painting by Mildorfer(public domain artwork)
Pentecost (also known as Whit Sunday, Whitsun or Whitsuntide), marks the date when the Holy Spirit of God descended upon the first Christian believers in power and might.

(The biblical account of this event may be found in the second

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Congratulations Paul!

I'm very pleased to announce that my nephew Paul is now a high school graduate! It was so great to see him walk across the stage with a smile on his face and receive his diploma. While I think he was a bit overwhelmed by it all, I think he really loved having this special time set aside for him. We went for a nice lunch afterwards and Paul ordered a great big steak and I'm pretty sure the whole thing was gone. We also got to have some cake to celebrate the day.
I was also glad I got to take Paul to Wal-Mart to spend some of his graduation gift money. As we were driving to the store, we talked a little and I was reminded of when I used to drive Paul to school each morning when I lived in Knoxville. Paul talked about all kinds of things. He ended up buying an assortment of things including clothes, CD's and snacks.
I'm very proud of Paul and I am hoping and praying that this is truly a commencement - a new beginning - for him. Paul still has many hurdles ahead of him but I know that God will make a way in all of this for this very special young man. I am grateful that I was able to be a part of his day of celebration.
Congratulations Paul! I love you!

Friday, May 21, 2010

We Made It to Tennessee!

We made it to Tennessee! We hit a little rain as we were leaving Cincy but the rest of the way we had good weather. We made it just in time for dinner. It's always nice to gather around the table with my family. Tomorrow is the big day for my nephew Paul. He will receive his high school diploma. This is a big step for Paul and we look forward to celebrating with him.
This is a good time to ask for prayers for Paul as he moves forward into the future. Paul has faced many challenges in life and he has a lot of decisions to make about where he goes from here. We are trying to surround him with love and care as he goes through this time of transition. We are proud of Paul and want what is best for him.
I appreciate your prayers for Paul and I am grateful for your presence along my journey!

fossil of the weekend! #70

a wall mounted cast of gryposaurus at the royal tyrrell museum. there are a few bits of skin impressions around this skeleton, can you spot them all?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Road Trip Tomorrow

I'm headed to Tennessee tomorrow for a quick trip. My nephew Paul will be graduating from high school on Saturday. My sister Stacey and I will be driving down together. I am looking forward to seeing Paul graduate. It's been a long road for him and it will be time to celebrate.
I'll do my best to blog during the weekend. If not, I'll catch up when I get back.
Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Saturday Stories and Crafts

The May Saturday Stories and Crafts will be held this coming Sat., May 22nd at 2:00pm.

Kids in Kindergarten and up are invited to come hear some stories and make a craft.

Registration is required for this program, to register stop in at the library or call 585-924-2637.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

New Family

I had the honor and privilege yesterday of calling a family and giving them then news that they had been approved as a new Habitat Partner Family. I love making these calls. Some people cry. Other people whoop and cheer. Others get very quiet and ask me if I am joking. The responses are so varied. Many feel a sense of joy, disbelief, and gratitude all at once.
When I make those calls, I feel so humbled. Those are like spiritual paydays for me. They fill my soul and remind me again of why I do what I do. They help me to move forward when I am buried in paperwork or trying to figure out someone's application documentation.
While the family has often waited for several weeks to receive this good news, I tell them that they are about to have a big lesson in patience as they move forward in the partnership process. They have to begin working on their sweat equity hours. They have to fill out paperwork. They have to attend classes. They have a lot of hoops to jump through before we can even begin construction of their home.
I ask for your prayers for this family and all of our families. Being a Habitat Partner Family is not for the faint of heart. They have to work, take care of their families, participate in Habitat programs, and help to build their home. For many families, this is a very exciting but also very stressful time. Yet, so many of our families amaze me with their incredible spirits and commitments to making their dream of home ownership come true.
Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Daris or Koli

 Well, I watched the next to the last episode of The Biggest Loser tonight. I can't believe it's almost over. I have seen every episode so far and it has been a truly amazing journey.
I am so shocked that Michael and Ashley are in the final three contestants. When I saw some of the video of Ashley at home, it seemed like she was slipping and was really struggling with being back home. However, she ended up having the highest percentage of weight loss for the month. Michael also did great. He looks good and broke out into tears when he realized that he was under 300 pounds.
I was really disappointed that Daris gained 2 pounds after being home for a month and training for the marathon. He won the marathon but may have endangered himself by gaining weight at this weigh in. I must say that I really identify with him. They showed him binging on food in the middle of the night when he was home. I can be like that and it makes me feel horrible. I felt bad for him as he pleaded with America, who has the power to let him be one of the final three contestants by voting via phone or Internet.
I think I am going to vote. I really would like to see Daris move forward and be given a second chance. I am not really very objective in all of this. I have never been a big fan of Koli. He kept talking tonight about wanting to have confetti fall down on him on the final episode. He seems to be more about the game at this stage than moving forward. I also didn't like it that he went to Las Vegas to stay with friends and work with a trainer rather than stay at home and experience what he was really going to experience when the show is over. Although he did lose weight and Daris did not, I am still pulling for Daris. I think he could win it all. To see him run that marathon was amazing.
I continue to be inspired by The Biggest Loser. It's been fun for me to watch.
I hope you are having a great week. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

Monday, May 17, 2010

Being Human

What are human beings that you are mindful of them, mortals that you care for them?
Yet you have made them a little lower than God, and crowned them with glory and honor.
- Psalm 8:4-5, NRSV

I watched another documentary yesterday through my Netflix subscription. The documentary was about the historical quest through archeology to discover the origins of humanity. I found it fascinating. I remember learning about Dr. Louis Leakey and his archaeological expeditions in Olduvai Gorge in Tanzania when I was in school. I still don't understand how they date these fossils and determine so much about the life and culture of ancient humans. However, I am grateful that there are people who commit their whole lives to the study of such things.
One of the things the documentary drove home for me is what amazing creatures human beings are. We are set apart from all other living things because of how we are made. We walk upright which frees our hands for use in other ways. This means that we eventually learned how to make tools out of stones. This helped us to chop wood and hunt animals for food. We also were able to control fire which increased our chances of survival and quality of life. We also are the only creatures to be able to reason and to create.
I was deeply moved by one segment of the documentary which talked about the discovery of a human leg bone from the very early period when humans lived in caves and were nomadic hunters. The leg bone showed signs that it was once broken and had healed. Now in other animal species, this would have meant certain death. Those animals who are not strong and able to outrun predators die. However, this human leg bone had healed. This could only mean that this individual was cared for by the rest of the community until he could walk on his own. They did not leave this weak individual to fend for himself. They helped him to heal. They helped feed him when he could not hunt for himself. They were compassionate for one who needed their help.
It is this one act, human beings stand out from all other species in the world. We are social creatures who have the power to heal and care for one another. Within us is the ability to be compassionate for those in need. In our actions, we can reflect the image of our Creator. In spite of our broken and selfish nature, God gives us the grace to bind up the wounds of the world in the name of love.
I hope you have had a great start to your week. Thanks for being a part of my journey!

♥ ♫ I Believe in Love ♫ ♥







It starts. Tonight is our first "HAIR" rehearsal. I have a feeling this will be one of those plays. More than a play. A life changer. One of lifes magic moments. I have waited so long. I want to give in, give over and give to this and get from this.

Today is a new day.
There's been a lot on my mind lately that I've been pondering and wanting to change and I think today is the perfect day to begin.

In our profession we are so critical, catty, full of judgement. We're all narcissistic and think our way is the only way. That's the negative side. And I need a break from it. I am going to try my hardest to knock it off when I'm guilty of it and to not let the negativity of others in.

I need to remember we create our own reality and "nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent". If you have that, you have it all.

I want to live in positivity. In good. In love. That's all.
Just simplify and be vibrant and believe in me and what I have to give, and give it.

And relax. And enjoy the ride. And be kind. And draw kindness to me.

I want to savor my experiences, not stress so much. I choose to choose happiness at all times. Live peacefully. Everyone needs a reminder that we can't control what others will think or do, but we can control our actions and reactions. At the end of the day, we can be whoever we dream to be, to get all out of life that we want, to be happy...if we create it for ourselves. We can all use a reminder to stop and let the dust settle and focus on what matters most.

For me, I need to once again learn to go slow. To say no.

Yes. I think this is the perfect day to begin.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

A Still Small Voice

I attended a wonderful worship service today. I enjoyed it very much and the message really spoke to my heart and life. The pastor talked about the story recorded in 1 Kings about the contest between the followers of Baal and the prophet Elijah. The people of Israel had turned away from God and followed the false god of Baal. Elijah was the last prophet of the Lord left. God calls him to speak God's Truth in the face of persecution and possibly even execution.
Elijah answers God's call and there is a wonderful scene where the prophets of Baal pray and cry out and even cut themselves as an act of worship to this false God in order to get Baal to send down fire on an altar of sacrifice. Of course, Baal doesn't send fire because Baal doesn't exist. Then Elijah lays out an altar of twelve stones and places the sacrificed meat on the altar. Then he orders that the altar be drenched with water as well as a trench dug around the altar and filled with water. Then, Elijah prays and God sends down fire and burns up the offering and the rocks and all the water in the trench is dried up.
Elijah then orders the prophets of Baal to be killed. This gets Jezebel, the Queen of Israel, mad at Elijah and she wants him dead. Elijah flees and ends up hiding in a cave. This is where we find Elijah in verses 11 and 12. He has been running and he is scared and he feels alone.
God then calls to him in the cave and tells him to get up and stand on the mountain to see God pass by. A very strong wind or storm blows through but God is not in the wind. Then an earthquake rumbles the earth but God is not in the earthquake. Then a fire breaks out but God is not in the fire. Finally, God speaks to Elijah in the gentle whisper of a still small voice.
The pastor at the church attended today reminded us that God often speaks to us in quiet ways but we have to be listening. We have to be taking time to listen to what God is saying. We have to be willing just to be in God's presence. While our temptation is to do all the talking when we pray, God also has blessings for us when we are still and quiet and ready to receive.
This was a good message for me to hear. I have felt like I've been going full speed ahead in my new job and now in my new apartment. I feel like I've not really taken the time to stop and listen and really hear what God is saying to me. I am all too eager to have quiet days to watch movies but I have not taken much time to really be present for God and to listen to the still small voice that calls me.
You might find yourself in the same kind of situation. Many of us hit the ground running each morning and we never really stop to listen to the voice of God. It seems like our world is spinning faster and faster and life just doesn't slow down. I know this was true when I was serving in the local church. I was often so busy DOING the work of the church that I found it hard to slow down and just BE present to God.
So, this week, I am going to intentionally take time just to be in God's presence. I want to be a better listener. I want to tune into the voice of God in my life. I want to always go deeper in my relationship with the God who loves me and will never stop calling my name.
I hope you've had a great weekend. Thanks for being a part of my journey!